I have sought Istikhara by the Quran for a certain issue and I have found the verse indicating that I should…

Answer

In the name of Allah, be advised, my son, that Istikhara means to consult Allah. Is there a mindful person who consults or seeks advice from Allah and works otherwise?! Then, why to seek Istikhara? You should definitely be penalized for this. It is not on your own. Should you have consulted a physician and disobeyed him, you would not have been healed. How could this matter be if it is with Allah? May Allah guide you. Allah is the all Guide.